William Shatner felt ‘overwhelming sadness’ on Blue Origin space trip
Star Trek actor shared episode in his book, Boldly Go: Reflections on a Life of Awe and Wonder
A YEAR after his launch into space on Jeff Bezos’ Blue Origin rocket, actor William Shatner has related his experiences in a book.
In an excerpt from ‘Boldly Go: Reflections on a Life of Awe and Wonder’, the 91-year-old said his expectations and the reality were a mismatch.
Shatner went so far as to say he felt an “overwhelming sadness” during the trip, which he equated to a funeral, reported Huffington Post.
“I love the mystery of the universe,” he wrote. “I love all the questions that have come to us over thousands of years of exploration and hypotheses… but when I looked in the opposite direction, into space, there was no mystery, no majestic awe to behold… all I saw was death.”
The New Shepard rocket launches on October 13, 2021, from the West Texas region, 25 miles (40kms) north of Van Horn. – “Star Trek” actor William Shatner is going to where no 90-year-old has gone on Blue Origin’s second crewed mission, NS-18. He will be joined on the New Shepard rocket by Blue Origins Vice President of Mission & Flight Operations, Audrey Powers; Planet Labs co-founder, Chris Boshuizen, and Medidata Solutions Co-Founder, Glen de Vries. (Photo by Patrick T. FALLON / AFP)
The New Shepard rocket launching on October 13, 2021, from the West Texas region, 40km north of Van Horn carrying ‘Star Trek’ actor William Shatner on Blue Origin’s second crewed mission, NS-18. – AFP file pic
The Canadian star talked about what he saw at the boundary of space, known as the Kármán Line. He described space as “a cold, dark, black emptiness … deep, enveloping, all-encompassing”.
He went on: “Everything I had thought was wrong. Everything I had expected to see was wrong.
“I had thought that going into space would be the ultimate catharsis of that connection I had been looking for between all living things – that being up there would be the next beautiful step to understanding the harmony of the universe.”
At the time, the Captain Kirk star teared up upon arrival on Earth. He said his trip was “the most profound experience I can imagine”.
In this still image taken from a Blue Origin video, Blue Origin founder Jeff Bezos awards New Shepard NS-18 mission crew member “Star Trek” actor, William Shatner with a pin after the crew landed on October 13, 2021, in the West Texas region, 25 miles (40kms) north of Van Horn. – The other members (L R) Blue Origins Vice President of Mission & Flight Operations, Audrey Powers; Planet Labs co-founder, Chris Boshuizen and Medidata Solutions Co-Founder, Glen de Vries, also received a pin from Bezos, (Photo by Handout / BLUE ORIGIN / AFP) / RESTRICTED TO EDITORIAL USE – MANDATORY CREDIT “AFP PHOTO / Blue Origin” – NO MARKETING – NO ADVERTISING CAMPAIGNS – DISTRIBUTED AS A SERVICE TO CLIENTS
Blue Origin founder Jeff Bezos awards New Shepard NS-18 mission crew member ‘Star Trek’ actor, William Shatner with a pin after the crew landed on October 13, 2021, in the West Texas region, 40km north of Van Horn. – Blue origin screen grab/AFP file pic
“I hope I never recover from this,” he told reporters. “I’m so filled with emotion about what just happened. It’s extraordinary, extraordinary.”
But a year later, in his book, the actor said that “the beauty isn’t out there, it’s down here, with all of us. Leaving that behind made my connection to our tiny planet even more profound.”
He added: “It was among the strongest feelings of grief I have ever encountered. The contrast between the vicious coldness of space and the warm nurturing of Earth below filled me with overwhelming sadness.
“Every day, we are confronted with the knowledge of further destruction of Earth at our hands: the extinction of animal species, of flora and fauna… things that took 5bn years to evolve, and suddenly we will never see them again because of the interference of mankind. It filled me with dread.
“My trip to space was supposed to be a celebration; instead, it felt like a funeral.”
source – The Vibes
